Recently my life went far beyond my childhood
fantasies and dreams. I watched women become goddesses as I crowned
them at the Tucson gem and mineral show. I have been introducing
people to their individual god and goddess for over ten years, but I
still fall in love with the energy of the Goddess every time she
enters a woman.
Just as depicted in the Harry Potter novels,
my wife Ishani is a professional magic wand maker. She serves the
Goddess by creating objects of beauty that empower women and men. My
service to the Goddess is to provide the sacred heart space and
tools for the Goddess to descend.
This year my wife manifested several styles of
crowns and tiaras for the Tucson gem show. The reaction to trying on
the crowns was extreme from eagerness to utter (fearful) rejection.
Those that agreed to be crowned seemed to be the ones that loved
themselves more. Those that rejected the crowns vehemently seemed to
see themselves unworthy. In many cases, this unworthy flair showed
in the entire person, like the posture, the attire and expression.
It was amazing to witness the transformation
that occurred when the ladies saw themselves in the big hotel room
mirror. They assumed a demeanor of grace and beauty that amazed them
as much as the onlookers. In some cases, the female High Self
In all my spiritual healing work, I have
always found that the physical body reflects the higher levels of
awareness through its various modes of expression. At the gem show
while crowning women I realized that when the physical reflects the
higher planes (for instance wearing a crown like many High Selves
do), the higher consciousness is more readily accepted into our
Crowns are tools for higher consciousness. The
human kings, queens, priests and priestesses wore them to ensure
prolonged periods of higher consciousness. It makes sense that the
person making the important decisions gets the tools needed to make
the best decisions.
The crown or scepter (for the same reasons)
uplifts through two aspects: its beauty and the subtle energetic
influence of the metals and gems interacting. Wearing a crown or
holding a scepter wand uplifts a person through their beauty as well
as by assisting in opening the crown chakra and stimulating the
total energy body.
The interest in Ishanis crowns was
variegated. There were the psychic readers that planned to use the
crown for attention and a sustained opened crown chakra for more and
better readings. There was the couple planning to use the crowns for
their wedding. There were the costume party customers and the
renaissance fair crowd.
A lot of priestesses were drawn to the crowns
too. Some of the women were priestesses in this life and some were
priestesses in past lives. One lady automatically tuned into her
priestess energy when she wore the Egyptian crown, while the more
ornamental crown called on her sensual energies from her servant of
Female dancers from belly dancers to exotic
dancers found that the crowns accentuated their higher female
aspects. At this time the goddess is re-emerging in her different
aspects and my wife Ishani provides some of the tools that help.
Goddess Gear I call it jokingly.
I have been serving the Goddess for many years
now. I might say She actually saved my life. About 12 years ago when
I was rebirthing a yogic friend of mine, the Goddess started
speaking through him.
She revealed that She appeared to me when I
was about 17 through the kiss of a girl. I remembered that kiss at
once. It had changed my life. I was very depressed at that time
because I had a hard time seeing myself getting old in the society
that I saw around me. There were no role models for me, no people
that inspired me with their life-style.
Influenced by the existentialists Camus and
Sartre, I had decided to systematically find true happiness in life,
and if that failed, to kill myself. So one night, when the Goddess
appeared to me through the girl, so much love flowed into me, that
it gave me hope for life again. I was hooked on this experience of
I did not understand at that time that higher
aspects of consciousness could channel love through us when the
conditions are right. But I observed the transformation that
happened in our faces. How the facial featured harmonized, became
more refined and delicately defined. How the body became graceful
and light down to the subtle positioning of the fingers.
I could see how the consciousness directly
reflects in the physical body and started to study the meaning of
the different parts of our physiognomy and how they correlated to
different emotional or other personality traits. In other words I
began tracking the Goddess, I learned to read the signs that show
the capacity of transmitting the Goddess energy.
By now, of course, I understand that the
Goddess potentially can transmit through any person, yet the ones
that reflect divine qualities in the physical, emotional and mental
planes are easier instruments.
I have made it my lifes work to provide
conditions that align us as fast as possible with our divine
consciousness. I introduce people to their High Selves on a daily
basis. Every time the female High Self steps into a clients
physical body there is an obvious increase in inner as well as outer
In other words: People that carry their High
Selves in them look and feel like they are in love. Yet, there are
conditions that prevent our higher aspects from staying in us.
Generally there is a lot of past life trauma that prevents us from
carrying our higher energies for too long.
Most women I work with have been priestesses,
mystics and witches of varying degree in their past lives. Some of
the priestesses had to kill all of their disciples to protect them
from rape and torture, which left them blocked and full of guilt.
Others were systematically tortured lifetime after lifetime, because
they embodied the higher qualities of the Goddess and it scared the
Many of these experiences have to be sorted
out and reviewed from the perspective of the divine plan. The divine
order has to be re-established and the old energies have to be
released. The traumatized parallel self in many cases is stuck on
some lower plane and has to be ascended. After a few sessions
clients generally experience a blooming of their energies and a more
They notice how the environment, and
especially the opposite sex, suddenly reacts differently towards
them. They would have never imagined that they could feel and look
The Goddess has been systematically suppressed
since recorded history. It is time now for Her to re-emerge. As the
women get healed and come into balance, they can embody Her divine
energies and help heal and balance the men as well as their
Love and Light